I Want To ...

These days I feel like I want to talk to my friends and then hesitate about it. Why should I talk anyway ? Will it be a waste of time ? Will they genuinely want to talk to me or will they just say something out of decorum without being bothered ? Won't it be better if I just try to work things out myself without talking to anyone ? Just by surfing the internet ? Won't my time be better spent just listening to music if all I want is a bit of relaxation ?

Am I wrong in thinking all this ?

Orkut Friends

I realize that Orkut puts on your homepage profiles of your friends who have most recently logged in, but like 99% of the time most of these are those you hardly ever want to interact with. I mean it is such an annoyance, I would like to see the face of my good friend when I log in, but all I get is some random acquaintance; who I haven't seen in years, who I am not going to and don't want to see or interact with for a long time to come. Seriously, this social networking site needs to do some thinking as to what the user expectations are and whether they are being satisfied. Or maybe, I am just using it wrong. I wonder whether the "Rank your friends" feature which I have never touched so far, works to alleviate the problem.

What Do You Make Of It ?

When you want to write but don't have the patience to put the words on the paper (or type them in the document) ?

When you want to talk to a friend but don't think you have the patience to listen to him/her or even continue talking ?

When you want to achieve something but don't have the patience to knuckle down and put in the hard work ?

When you want to tidy your room but have a readymade excuse of having a lot of work piled up so that you don't even start ?

When you want to set your life in order but are overwhelmed by short-term deadlines, minor temptations and laziness ?

What do you do ?